::zbaf in words::
ever the optimist with a penchant for pessimism
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Thursday, July 21, 2005

disturbed

why do i bother what people think of me?
why do i even go around asking people how they are
when they dont give a damn?
why the hell do i get disturbed by what my friends say?
if they fucking hell are friends in the first place.
come to think of it, why do i fucking care?
i want my siglap friends.
i want stef min and cam.
i hate my life.
this sucks. everything sucks.
my results are pathetic
and it isnt helping that im falling behind my peers again
ive seen my ct.
goodbye chem, im probably dropping yu
to become some weird combi freak
bio.lit.math
who the fucking hell takes that?
losing hope.
losing my faith in the people around me in mj.
so much for friendship
i wanna run away from it all
im not ok.
nothing's ok.
keep up with my facade
i think im a pretty decent actor come to think of it
hahaha..
yes people, hahaha.
all yu damned shitheads can go fuck yur freaking god that probably doesnt exist[the bunch of yu]
thanks to those who truly cared[whether or not i know it]
especially my siglap pals and a named few from mbs
plus those in mjcsb - six of yu[pathetic number after 6mths odd],
but thanks anyway.really REALLY appreciate it.
then again im not a good judge of character,
so i may be wrong about yu huh.
eat my shit.
[ this sure is angsty,quite a shocking entry after i finished typing,but i had to let it out.]
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