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Friday, October 14, 2005

PROMOS NO MORE

naturally after suffering from post-dance symptoms and promo stress i didnt attend school today,and slept in the whole morning.the feeling's superb, and i feel recharged,rested and mentally well- again.Ignoring the fact that many a kiasu j1 college student devoted hourless nights and energy into mugging,seemingly with nothing remotely interesting in their lives,much has happened;and this entry,though long, will chronicle occurences in my life, backwards, as far as my goldfish memory permits.

today was the j2 farewell assembly, and was our official valediction to our seniors who have, in the past year, been absolute,outrageous fun and invoked much gaiety into our life. its sad, but inadvertently everyone of us will part on our individual paths after college; to pursue and make real our passions in life. Time sure sped past us and before we could even stop to ponder its been 10months - a hell of an 10months i might add. we've come a long way,especially with the seniors and the least i could do is wish all the j2s the best of luck for the As. Keep the passion alive and as benny's nickname goes.
"time is a fixed factor.let determination be your variable factor"
remember always, invictus, and yu will do it!

meanwhile, we had a first atp meet [dubbed tribal council] today at macs where everyone was present to officially include paulina and tsz yan.the two of them have been inevitably an integral part of us, such that we've become wont to have this two madwomen around us, who are affectionately known as [ah lian] n [ah huay], [paya lebar airport] n [changi airport] *for having runway-like boobs (if any)*haha, [pork] and [da lu mei]*(china girl) etc etc respectively. indeed,they are eccentric,yet so heartwarmingly cute that we couldnt help but include them in our little congregation of bitchy annoying and happyphilic band members coined atp. haha.. welcome paulina and tszyan - atp now has 7 guys,3girls,and two crazy baboons. =)

yours truly

atp pioneers

fabian+kinlok+kenny+donovon+xuanwei+zhengyi+yosua+huikoon+sarah+sookun

so promos have ended and interhouse games began,much to the delight of many cuz half the cohort ran off out of college for their own little shopping fracas in town and the escapades in the various ""golden village"s around our green city, instead of staying in school and playing interhouse games.haha..nonetheless, there were an equally significant number who hung around and played games,resulting in a mass production of red, sun-burnt,suckling pig looking people. it definitely was hell of a break for people like me who have a propensity to procrastinate and thus mug last minute for promos,incurring high stress levels, and a much deserved break for many of the freaks yu can easily find in our college.. people who literally swallow their le chatelier's principle and who are by now, great friends with avogadro,boyle,charles and darlton, people who perpetually vomit krebs and calvins in cycles and who know victor frankenstein,mina murray and emily st aubert like siblings.

anyway, geeks aside, my class and i took part in the dance competition n boy, was it a breeze, to think iwas even worried that we might embarrass ourselves given the short period of one day to learn and rehearsh.i dont mean to be all chitty-chitty-bang-bang arrogant but i didnt even feel competed against. the other 3 groups were,well, a baffoonery laugh worth that of "just for laughs" with reference to a particular stint which,unsurprisingly, got the whole crowd roaring, and when i said roaring, i meant meridians rolling off their seats, tears leaking,mouths so overly stretched with booming,hysterical laughter that the hall almost seemed like a rowdy russel peters crowd. seriously, if there was an audience response criteria in the competition, us adrenaline pumping 206-ians would have been upstaged by a half-cartwheeling,spectacle-losing, jerky(or perhaps dancing) king. heh. i know its mean, but seriously, it was totally uncalled for,to make a complete ding-dong out of yurself by participating. but thanks to the other participants, the 206-cum-miranda crew stand a better chance at winning the competition. The adrenaline rush and positive, extremely flattering reviews was well worth the physical agony and strain put into prepping for it. everybody lose control !

perhaps the highlight of times of late have been the hoo-hah of the now-over promotional exams. i was treading on paper-thin ice starting revision so late due to other commitments like council, which unavoidably took up time like a sponge in water. i swear it was a tantalizingly agonizing period,having the prospect of promoting so near yet so far,with the many chapters of chemistry uncovered,unpracticed math, unread novels and weak biological foundation still there 2weeks before our death was determined on mj-brand examination papers.nevertheless torment''s over, and my target of a double Alevel pass in biology and literature to cover my lack in arithmetic and chemical aptitude seems to be able to materialize. hopefully i'll be able to promote and from there i swear to god i'll give up anything for the cert that would determine my future in this monotonous,Singaporean education system that unfailingly produce a ,mass of talentless braindeads each year.how bleak can life get?my morbid take in life can be attributed,once again, to the many college mugger minions present in mjc to make the school all the more loser,and nerdified than it already is.thanks to those who studied religiously like some aphid feeding on a plant waay before the promos were near.

i shant become all melancholic and grief-striken now that exams are over, but rather enjoy myself especially since i gave up and rejected bithday celebrations to spend the day with my math notes. bahh... i shall indulge and spend time away from college life *life is ironic cuz life in college isnt any life at all, come to think abt it** yoga tmr morning with jooting,which i will, given my chubby,hopeless physique,contort myself into a ball of lard like huikoon *yes,she is lardy! psst,infer a personal attack for calling my flabby hk!*.but im sure i'll enjoy my first and probably last yoga lesson in my life.can yu imagine twisting and fluidizing yur body into positions coined after animals? zzz, might as well go pig out at the chocolate buffet at fullerton, which, after i've gone with sarah, will review here, if i wasnt already overwhelmed by the aphrodisiac effects and raped sarah. then i'll be writing out of my cell for statutory rape..haha. **sarah, be careful before yu decide to go with me!* haha

its great to be awake at such unearthly timing not studying at the airport with sarah n adeline, but my eyelids have drawn close one to many times and incoherence in writing is building,and for i have a yoga lesson, vj open house and a roller blading escapade to attend to tomorrow, and i need sufficient rest to last the whole day without dumplings for eyes and a haggard demeanor slugging around vjc.sorry,for i didnt complete the chronicle(if any), but i shall abstain from my blogging hiatus and deliver another entry tmr, if im not already worn out and dead in east coast park. haha..

ahhhhh...life has regained its beauty =)

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