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Tuesday, April 11, 2006

itsassimpleasthis

its as simple as this.
everything's going awry in my life and im getting sick and tired of it now.
heck council (im sick of it),
in terms of academia my results have been anything but good, even mediocre. i've been flooring the bottom and no doubt its a lack on my part in putting in effort and effect the wheels of change, how can you when you're so tired yu fall asleep eating dinner? i just cant find the time amidst the fatigue and mental exhaustion.
and if my priorities are not in place, then i dont know what is. sometimes its so hard i can barely breathe - suffocating under all the pressure and expectations and yes. sometimes i drown. but you dont see that. i just wish you would understand, not all the time, but just sometimes, that its hard on my part. aye.
i guess its right to say that people Do come in packages, and its hard to change that about someone. live with it, or dont at all, cuz i dont believe in changing yourself to suit another's fancy. but i do that, and slowly, perhaps already now, im different and changed. ive tried and apparently its still inadequate, so tell me what to do from now. let your unpredictable,erratic mood swings tell me what to do from now.



its as simple as this.
everything's going awry in my life and im getting sick and tired of it now.
let me breathe again.

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